It's been far to long...

It's been a while since I have blogged. My apologies. I will have to say its all my roommates fault. I temporarily moved out and while I was gone they got rid of cable AND internet, sinners, I know. Anyways it has made it difficult for me to write when I have a brilliant thought or idea. I have to wait until I go to the library and by that time the thought has already came and went.

I would first like to pick a bone with the song called "The lazy song". If you haven't heard it (which I'm sure you have) stop now, go listen to it then come back. For those of you who have heard it, here is a quick recap. Slow, happy go lucky, great tune, Bruno Mars kind song. Some of the lyrics go like this...

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

I'm gonna kick my feet up then stare at the fan
Turn the TV on, throw my hand in my pants
Nobody's gon' tell me I can't.

EVERY TIME I hear this song I just want to scream. Why? Because you know what BRUNO MARS of course you want to be lazy, because you can afford to be lazy. You can afford to kick your feet up, sit around in your snuggie, and throw your hands in your pants (weird). But people like me (whom I would like to think is the majority of your listeners) CAN'T. While I'm sitting at :::high pitched fake voice::: Splurge Boutique and Tanning, cleaning sweaty tanning beds your sitting around doing nothing, and making money doing it. The second I don't feel like picking up my phone, I have 12 people pissed at me and my mom has a search party after me because "I was scared something happened to you".  Maybe I heard the song on a bad day. Oh well.

None the less it is getting closer to graduation and reality is slapping me around, but it is a good thing. I have been brainstorming about where I want to get a job when I graduate if I want to get a career or maybe an internship or maybe a job that has nothing to do with my field. I of course have different ideas than my Mother would like me to have but as of now I am looking into working at Cox Communications or for a DJ company along with a part time job for extra cash. When I think of getting a career in Omaha I think of getting stuck and Omaha is the last place I want to reside for more than a year. I need to find something that with offer me stable income, looks good on a resume, but is not forever. Suggestions please!

I think it is safe to say I have this senioritis thing down to a T, as for this adulthood thing, I'm still working on it. Every day I have to make decisions, every day I learn a little more about who I want to be and who I am becoming. It truly is amazing.

As for a few random updates I get off diversion on May 1st (FINALLY) and I am doing better with my facebook with draws! It will be the first thing I do Easter Sunday, don't get me wrong BUT it has gotten a lot easier since the first couple weeks. Try it sometime. Give up facebook for a day or two, you will see how many times you are tempted to update your status. 

I will make it a point to get to the library more often to write! Talk to you soon :)